listen mister cant you see ive got to get back to my baby

im gonna be poked and prodded.
for the the next few weeks.
theres some uncertainties that need figuring out.
looks like im gonna have to suck the life out of you,
we all gotta get it from somewhere.
i gotta take it from you.

i need one more minute

today was pancake breakfast sunday.
yesterday we took a journey like no other.
twice again today.
save some for the morning.
things are unwound and spiraling.
the way i like them.
guess what? i can whistle.
get mint body lotion, wear stripes.
always eat the fruit.
cut your toe nails.
never let a soul mate smoke alone.
never stay out in the cold.

condors caught in cosmic conflict.

i was wrapping things up

when i realized it cant be done.

especially when late night sex is so wet and tight

somethings just cant be wrapped. they are to big to fit in a nice package.

but thats how you know they are good for your soul, when the thought of separation pains you on the constant.

for now i have to spend time with the crazies.

they make my world go round, and im scared when they aren't near.

i just have to share my talents with them. check out what i made for their enjoyment.

i realize that at night is when the world begins again, everything before that is just yesterday, hold tight my love and don't cry, there are no need for tears, i've only been away since yesterday.

bonkers, on so many levels.

the first piss is out of the way.
ive been gallivanting these last few days.
sleeping very little, commemorating with friends.
im making so many mistakes.
but i am incredibly happy.
i cant wait for the rest of this to unfold.
its so daunting.
life changing.
love is unfolding all around.

but then what does that even mean?


dont worry, i got this.

as of late

ive been missing my loved ones.

and in hoor of today being beer drinking day

i am grateful that these are my drinking mates

and that we all take part in the festivities together

sharing one mug, or blender.

i love them all quite dearly

although i am not really sure all of them know how much

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide. And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart... I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.