its that time of year

to bad load
and drink coquito

1 can coconut milk
1 can coconut cream
1 can evaporated milk
1 bottle white rum (Bacardi or Don Q if your a real brown person)
cinnamon


felicidades.

bonkers, on so many levels.

the first piss is out of the way.
ive been gallivanting these last few days.
sleeping very little, commemorating with friends.
im making so many mistakes.
but i am incredibly happy.
i cant wait for the rest of this to unfold.
its so daunting.
life changing.
love is unfolding all around.

but then what does that even mean?


dont worry, i got this.

as of late

ive been missing my loved ones.

and in hoor of today being beer drinking day

i am grateful that these are my drinking mates

and that we all take part in the festivities together

sharing one mug, or blender.

i love them all quite dearly

although i am not really sure all of them know how much

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide. And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart... I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.